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Saturday, November 2, 2013

3 Months of Grace

3 months ago our precious Juliet Grace was born!























Grace means "the free and unmerited favor of God."  Every day we feel the favor of God because she is in our lives and in our family.  Juliet is such a blessing to us and I can hardly type these words without becoming emotional.  She had a rough start and I still have a hard time talking about her birth, which is why I haven't written about it yet, I guess.  But I feel like I don't want another day to go by without documenting here how much we all adore her and what an absolutely wonderful little person she is!!!

Juliet is THE HAPPIEST little baby I have ever known.  On her 3rd day of life, I took this picture of her smiling, feeding tube and nasal cannula and all...







Her smile is so contagious because her whole little face lights up and she just looks so joyful.  She will just be sitting while I do something, but the second I look at her or talk to her, she breaks into that beautiful smile!  I love her so much!
The day we got home from the hospital (1 week old)

1 week old


Hi,  Daddy!  
Blessing day


























She loves her sister... so glad they have each other!































 


Little Tinkerbell for Halloween

Covered in "gifts" from her sister :)







She is such a content little baby.  She wakes up happy and smiling and likes to just lie on a blanket or in bed and talk and look around.  I move her around from the blanket to the swing to the bouncy seat to the playmat when she starts to get restless and then she's happy again.  She rarely cries, but will let me know she's hungry by making little noises and sucking on her fists.  Last week she started sucking her thumb and now she does it all the time.  I actually think it is so adorable because she soothes herself with it when she's tired and she looks so cute sucking away.



This is a normal sleep position for Juliet :)
 She has always been a good sleeper, which I am very thankful to her for.  She loves to be swaddled, which helps her sleep so well, I think.  I swaddle her and put her in bed about 9 or 10 pm and she'll wake up about 4 or 5 am.  Then I bring her in my bed, feed her, and she goes right back to sleep until we all get up about 7 or 8 am.

How does she sleep like this??

























She is such a snuggler and she really loves to be held.  It's so hard to put her down and get things done when she is cooing and smiling at me!  Lots of times when I'm holding her and talking to someone, she will start smiling and cooing at them until they notice her and pay attention to her.  And then she breaks into a huge grin, of course!
Some skin-to-skin with Daddy at a week old


The kids love skin-to-skin time too :)

I think Juliet was looking for something!

Watching Grandma Sandy

She loves her sweet big brother, who loves to take care of her

She looks so comfy!  With Grandma Diane

































She loves loves loves to watch her siblings play and she smiles the biggest when they talk to her!  It melts my heart every time.



























There are so many times that I look over at Juliet and she smiles at me, or when I'm holding her and I just breathe in her sweet baby smell, and I say a prayer of thankfulness that she is my little baby.  Sometimes I can't even believe that she is in our family and that she brings us so much joy.  Considering that the first time I saw her after she was born, she looked like this...

































It is truly through the Grace of God that she is with us, healthy and happy and a perfect sweet miracle.  I can't even imagine our lives without our Juliet and I don't think I could possibly love her more.  
 

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

42 weeks!

I cannot believe we've made it this long pregnant!  This pregnancy has been full of ups and downs and unexpected things.  
  • At 8 weeks, I started bleeding heavily and we thought we'd lost our baby.  We were so thankful to see the little heartbeat pumping away on the ultrasound.  
  • We really wanted to have a homebirth this time, but we found out baby is breech at about 34 weeks and it did NOT want to turn (despite many, many efforts).  Midwives aren't allowed to attend breech births at home, but thankfully we found a doctor in Oklahoma City who was willing and eager even to help us have a natural breech delivery (in the hospital).  Yay!
  • I've had lots of contractions and even thought I was in labor around 40 weeks, but they've always gone away.  The doctor said he would let us go to 42 weeks, so we've been patiently waiting and hoping labor would start on its own!  I tried to do lots of walking activities at the zoo and places with the kids, bounced on my birth ball, jumped on the trampoline, rode a camel, etc.  I haven't been too uncomfortable, thankfully, except for this last week, when I've just been so tired and ready to have some energy back!  And we are sooo ready to meet this little baby!
  • July 30th, James and I drove to Okla City for an appointment with the doctor.  They did a sonogram and the baby is measuring 39/40 weeks and fluid levels are good.  The doctor really advocated for me to wait as long as I could to go into labor on my own, since I can't have an epidural and pitocin is no fun without it (I did that with Lilah).  He doesn't want me to have an epidural so I can push most effectively since baby is breech.  So he scheduled our induction for Aug 1 at 6 am!
  • We had prayed with the kids and with each other and James had given me a blessing the night before our appointment, and both of us felt that this was a good decision.  We are ready to meet our baby and I trust the doctor that he will help us do what he feels is best.  So tomorrow morning, we are headed to the hospital!  We feel so blessed to have this little one coming into our family and we are so excited to finally be able to meet it and hold it and have it with us!!!  The kids are acting like it's Christmas Eve :)
Some final pregnancy pictures...




We spent this last day without baby at the pool!


We are really thankful for all the thoughts and prayers that we have felt throughout this pregnancy.  We feel that we have been guided in our decisions and even though things haven't gone the way we hoped or planned, we feel peaceful about whatever we need to do to get this baby here safely.  I can't believe how much I already love this little person and I can't wait to meet it tomorrow!!!


Friends!

My best friend from Georgia, Amber Melville and her family, came to visit us last week!  They were driving back from Colorado and we're right in the middle, yay!  She has been such a wonderful friend to me and I just love her and her sweet family.  I miss her a lot and even though it made it harder to see them leave again, it was so nice to get to spend a couple of days with them!
We went to the amazing Discovery Lab in Tulsa and had a blast!





The giant packing tape slide!

Mom even did it :)


















































The big huge lady even did it!
And the bed of nails!  I couldn't believe Lilah liked it :)

I was really hoping this would put me into labor, but no such luck.  I am huge!!!

We went to the Tulsa Zoo the next day and had lots of fun, even in the rain!


This was so much fun to do with my sweet kids!


I love this cute picture!

That night we went to a Drillers game (minor league baseball)!

















We ended the visit at Spaghetti Warehouse.  The kids had so much fun!!! 
Balloon animals!


I love this woman.

So thankful for friends!!!